January 29, 2007

I recently met a guy I really liked. We'll call him Mark. Mark was funny and sweet and smart and motivated and really cute, well I would call him hot, but I think the general consensus is that he's cute. I meet a guy I'm genuinely interested in about once a year, two if I'm lucky, so I get really excited when it happens. Anyway he stopped calling me after we hung out a couple times. I still like him. I don't even know the kid, but I can't get him out of my mind. I've always thought its interesting how one person can be interested and the other not. It doesn't seem right, and definitely not fair. So anyway I'm not sure what now. I just wait another 6 to 12 months until I meet someone else I might have feelings for who will probably also not be interested? According to "He's Just Not That Into You" that's exactly what I do, don't bother sitting around waiting for some guy to call, if he's not into you move on and get down with your bad self. I'd like to shove that book up someone's ass, preferably Mark's, right now. I want a freakin boyfriend. Right after I realized Mark really wasn't going to call, I went out the bars looking to quickly replace his lost affection with someone else's and I ended up pathetically seeking attention from any cute guy in a ten foot radius. Well that's not the kind of person I want to be so I'm taking a month long sabbatical from guys and looking "inward." It sucks though.